Diale3e tin katigoria sou..

11 07 2008

Tha ithela na afieroso to epomeno blog entry se olous m tous filous ke se olo ton ipolipo kosmo pou taftizete me ton diko tou tropo.

Oloi oi anthropoi meta apo kapies empiries ke lathi theloun na alla3oun kapia kommatia tou eaftou tous gia na mporesoun stin teliki na apofigoun ta idia lathi tin epomeni fora. Alloi pali ine ftagmenoi etsi ke oi empiries tous tous apodiknioun oti toso kero itan sostoi. Stin mia tsepi, exo tous filous pou den pistevoun ston erota, den mporoun( ..i pio apla fovounte) na ton dextoun ke stin alli aftous pou pistevoun safton, theloun na pistevoun pos ton exoun zisi alla apogoiteftikan.

Ke kapou edo ftano stin e3is erotisi:

Ine kalitera na zis ke na apogoitevese I na fovase na zis gia na exis panta ton elegxo? Eki pou (nomizis pos vlepis..i) vlepis to fws ke apofasizis na to riskaris ke na zisis, niothis gia proti fora kati to diaforetiko, to agnosto, ise gematos enthousiasmo ke 3afnika mia porta klini mprosta s. Pas piso sto kavouki s nomizontas pws ola itan ena paramithi pou ixes dimiourgisi? I zis sto full tis stigmes, nomizis oti ola ine opos fenonte ke pistevis s’oti len oi anthropoi giro s parolo pou afto apodixtike lathos tin proigoumeni fora?

Apogoitefsi den niothis pote ean esi den exis apogoitefsi ton eafto s prota. Kanis allos extos apo ton eafto s den mpori na se apogoitefsi..apogoitevmenos ap’ ton eafto s pou parasirthike ap’ta logia twn anthropwn, pou pistepse stis ‘alithies’ pou nomize oti ide..pou pistepse 2 matia ke den akouse tin logiki. Apo eki 3ekinane ola..apo tin stigma pou apogoitevoume tous eaftous mas…

Ki aftoi pou pistevoun ston erota ki exoun apogoitefti sto telos tis imeras I pernoun ola ta thetika i kataligoun san aftous pou telika den pistevoun ston erota..ite giati ton exoun zisi sto full ke den tous vgike se kalo ite giati vgikane extos eaftou ke afisan ton eafto tous na erotefti kati pou gia kinous den iparxi, “apagorevete”. Zise to ke krine lipon! Leo brv stous anthropous pou den fovounte na to zisoun giati pistevoun safto ke proxorane me tin elpida oti o erotas ine kati oreo..Leo brv saftous pou parolo pou den pistevoun safto, 3eroun pote a3izi na riskaroun ke vgenoun extos eaftou ke prospathoun alla leo ena megalo KRIMA saftous pou lene oti den pistevoun (alla katavathos pistevoun), pou ftanoun sto simio na paroun mia gefsi ap’afto ke vlepoun poso diaforetikos ine o eaftos tous me apotelesma na vlepoun ston kathrefti ke na vlepoun kapion allo. Enan allo pou fovounte na gnorisoun, pou fovounte na dixoun, pou esto ke an kapote kapios ton ide tha kanoun ta panta gia na pisoun oti itan sto telos tis imeras malakies, PARANOIA!

 

Prin xronia enas poli kontinos m anthropos m ipe to e3is:

Se exoun sinithisei alla den exoun papsei na milane gia sena, giati den vriskoun tipota, pou na min to exoun sinithisei. Mono enas anthropos 3erei pos mporei na se aggixei alla isos aftos na min thelei.

 

Opos to pari o kathenas..





Life: parabola or hyperbola?

11 07 2008

In maths the parabola ( from the Greek παραβολή) is a conic section generated by the intersection of a right circular conical surface and a plane parallel to a generating straight line of that surface. In life terms, parabola is the time in ur life where u go downhill, reach the bottom and then start looking up at the bright side again…Our life though is made of many parabolas and everytime u hit the bottom u face a turning point in you life.

Well, here i am, touching my very first bottom at the age of 21 and it feels empty, dark and scary. At the very bottom i carried everything, my family, my friends, everything and everyone i had. Nothing and noone is right at the top to show me the way up, or even if some1s there, i can’t see. Is there always a rainbow after rain? An economic boom after an economic depression? Light at the end of a tunel? Can i keep hoping for the best to come or is life a hyperbola and as soon as u hit the bottom u stay there forever…? We live to learn and find out the answers!

I wake up everyday, wear my fabulously wonderful smile, laugh with my friends who need me to, be serious and helpful with the ones that need me to and end up knakered in my bed realising that not facing myself throughout the day SHOULD have been the best thing to do. 

One of the most important people in my life once said :

arriving somewhere but not here..All my designs simplified And all of my plans compromised All of my dreams sacrificed. Ever had the feeling you’ve been here before? Drinking down the poison the way you were taught Every thought from here on in your life begins and all you knew was wrong?

I may not know the answer to if life is a parabola or hyperbola, but i surely know that in both cases there is a turning point and when that time comes, u’ll know!!